- Mood:h/c
- Music:baby momma
i got my gold bikini top in the mail.
lets talk about some polaroids. & chocolate chip waffles tonight.
- Location:im going to the waffle house.
- Mood:hey, for once.
- Music:N*E*R*D- Everyone Nose
iggy is getting ill again (i spoke too soon) and someone stole my bike right from in front of my house. this makes me furious... it was a huffy from 1992-- how much money could you really get out of it? is it worth one, maybe two hits of meth? assholes. i took black electrical tape and wrote "bring back our bike" on my garage really big. its hard to make those on drugs feel any sort of remorse, so i doubt it will be a brick through their windshield, alas, it made me feel better.
i wonder what mr. and mrs. fate are thinking.
- Location:luxembourg
- Music:april march
rosie is dead. well, more like she's unconscious on the respirator. she made a crunching sound and just quit working. apparently a piston is bent (wtf? how does that happen?) and its not worth fixing. i can sell her for scrap and trade the vulcan-volvo in for something, i guess. rosie is like a part of my family, i think i'll have a hard time accepting that she's gone.
the gigantic victorian house that was 4 bedrooms of awesomeness with huge ceilings, cat claw tub and jacuzzi and 2 acres of cheap i-dont-know-what-i-have was just too good to be true. hello, lead paint! :( gotta keep looking i suppose.
the bright side? i guess we're not going to die of lead poisoning (or being haunted to death, or freezing because there are only two fireplaces). rosie has died young though. :(
i got a good book in the mail. i also really enjoy going to the flea market. its not everywhere you can go to buy fresh zucchini bread, or a pot bellied pig for a pet, or to overhear english, spanish and dutch spoken conversationally. i saw my sister, brother and other brother yesterday, for the first time in a year or two. i bought two kissing dutch people. i wish bebeman didnt pinch me on the tit in his sleep.
i have night dreams of those houses in the book. whats keeping us away? i swear to god, when i find a house, im going to paint it the deepest shade of blue i can find with pink curtains.
bleu, bleu, l'amore est bleu...
- Location:a squat on the rhine
- Mood:franquois
- Music:vickie leandros - l'amour est bleu
i don't feel like i live in omaha, or kansas city, though. meaning that i'm not slipping comfortably via indie song and new d&g shoes into some new long term role. i still wonder where corporate culture has room for an invasive plant such as me. i dont even know how i identify. i don't identify. we're hawking education, though. not useless products, or things that actually need intensive marketing strategies.
study, drew.
- Location:saddle creek
- Mood:oh, random
- Music:bright eyes, rilo kiley, azure ray
i got another promotion, and to be honest, its really fucking scary-- the responsibilities i'll have now.
i bought some OK tiramisu and ate it with my fingers.
ive ate pizza for five days straight, as well.
i found two morrissey cds at the flea market this morning.
im gardening with the mother i never had on monday.
if(when) i go to san francisco, the dates ill be going the murder junkies will be playing in oakland. im nervous, cause it is oakland and its been years since ive been in the city by myself, but its merle fucking allin. i guess i could brave getting raped and stabbed to meet him. meeting merle allin would be the cherry on top of my 15 tier suprize san francisco cake.
im putting the leftover crack baby punchers patch on the back of sebastian's vest.
i know its all non-coherent and random, but that's about the extent of life right now. i've been having a wild time.
- Music:some crack rock steady beats!
i want to move to goddamned amsterdam.
id pay someone real money to be there right now.
squatting, drinking wine and riding bikes. they've made a culture of it.
i get 4 or 5 hours of sleep.
edit:
all it takes is a trip to your friends house a few minutes outside of town where hippies and punks with dreads congregate, and read poetry and make wine (and offer you their vegetarian food, and use of their great pyrenees puppy to cuddle with) to rejuvenate you.
apparently there's some property for sale next to a yurt where some diy punk kids (whom i had never met!) live, and they wanna show us around tonight. im so excited!
- Location:greetings from anti-bike town!
- Music:beck - loser/bang gang - you get what you give
well, i aquired the blackberry from work, and it is proving to be much more trouble than its worth. i tried to call at&t customer service to get it unlocked and i have to have brad (the guy who owned it's) social security number, mothers maiden name, etc to get it unlocked. plus cell one said that it would cost more money (from 25 a month to 45 a month) to get added on to the BB data plan-- so i could get emails and connect to the internet. what a fuckin ripoff! i already pay twenty five a month to get shit like that on my nokia phone-- and i get AIM too. im about ready to sell it for about 200 bucks on ebay. if i knew it was going to be this much trouble i probably would have stayed with my shitty jacked up flip phone. but god i hate flip phones.give me a brick any day of the week. or something that the screws arent falling out of that i dont have to ducttape together so people can hear me.
sebastian recognizes alot of things now. he knows "pooh" and "ocpus" (oswald the octopus) and my favorite, "malmo" (elmo). it is the cutest. his poor sinuses have been bothering him lately too.
on thursdays, some girls and i decided to have a girls night, to contrast with the sausage party held every thursday that excludes us.
hopefully this week chads mom and i will be planting a garden together. i just got the rosetta stone software for french, so hopefully the whole family will be speaking it in just a few short weeks. yeah.
not much else, really.
- Location:malmo, sweden.
- Mood:kinda
- Music:slowblow - second hand smoke.
2 ) today i called a landlord, and the conversation went like this:
"hi. does your apartment have hardwood flooring?"
"yes. yes it does."
"wonderful. how many bedrooms?"
"three."
"perfect. how much a month?"
"695 for everything, including utilities."
"wow. amazing. let me run this by my fiancee and..."
"wait. you're not married?"
"no, i um..."
"sorry, this is unacceptable."
"i do appreciate your concern, sir, however i have been with my fiancee for five years and we have a son. i assure you you have nothing to worry about."
"i have rented to unmarried couples before and all it does is create problems. sorry, this is unnacceptable." *click*
so...i did what the logical person would have. i went and bought chadwick a chicken sandwich in return for him calling up the guy, pretending to be someone interested with a fiancee, then reaming him for being such a discriminative old codger.
3 ) mr cleberg during acting class (during screen testing) said that i have such a "lovely, photogenic face. you really need to be in my movies." ohhh lovely. i'd much rather take screen acting over play acting anyday.
4 ) i told my boss id buy the company's shitty scratched up blackberry for $20 bucks. here's hoping kid, there's no way id actually pay $299 for that thing. it has scratches all over it where a toddler has used it for a chew toy, but i dont care. i just want a magic text machine.
i give today a perfect 5.
- Mood:ginseng
- Music:glenn miller - in the mood
now that the money is in the bank, i can get tons more tattoos. i cant wait to get more work done on my sleeve/chest piece. i hope to get the chest piece finished up within the next two months, and the sleeve worked on during the summer. its just a shame that there are very few of what i would consider top rate artists around the somerset area, and the ones that are top-rate, i just can't go to. also, my ears are stretching really easily. the last time i had them stretched it was to a 00 about 3 or 4 years ago, and i had the urge to want to do it again and keep them. my right ear was already at an eternal 4-6 so it was no problem putting the larger ring in and getting now to a 2. my left ear, however, had to be restarted at a 10 and is now down to a 4. i want them to be rather large so i can order some wooden/other organic material plugs from http://organicjewelry.com/ i want the big wooden spirals (like you used to have when i lived with you, ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
parisisenough.
why is it whenever my mom calls to talk to me/bitch at me, i imagine us conversating like people on the sims with little thought bubbles over our heads, imagining what whoever is playing us is seeing?
my tulips have came and are starting to wane. im glad i didnt plant the lettuce like i was supposed to, its supposed to snow on monday :(
i really hope shyla moves out of kia's old house. im more than starting to get antsy here. im sewing sebastian a vest. it has a bad brains patch on it. i also made bread from scratch today. crusty french loaf. i wish sebastian would stop biting my boob.
i am really excited about the mixcd project. essentially, we compile a mix cd of songs we love/reflect us/etc. then we make ten (more or less) with customizations-- artwork/liner notes/ whatever. then we exchange them with ten people who do the same with the same people we do. that way we get nine new cds and give other people a chance to get to know us & get new music. i just need more people to do it. right now i have two separate projects going on with this, one for people in somerset, and one for people in whitesburg. im also working on the magpie zine.. its gonna be swell. i love zines.
i love bikes more though. i cant wait to go out riding with sebastian.lucidwakingintroduced me to the bikepunk co-op in cincinatti. that shit is amazing, and reminds me of old school whitesburg. it also makes me a tad-sad because there's noone around here who'd want something like that. just me :\ actually, i think sebastian would be down for a bikepunk good time.
parisisenough.why is it whenever my mom calls to talk to me/bitch at me, i imagine us conversating like people on the sims with little thought bubbles over our heads, imagining what whoever is playing us is seeing?
my tulips have came and are starting to wane. im glad i didnt plant the lettuce like i was supposed to, its supposed to snow on monday :(
i really hope shyla moves out of kia's old house. im more than starting to get antsy here. im sewing sebastian a vest. it has a bad brains patch on it. i also made bread from scratch today. crusty french loaf. i wish sebastian would stop biting my boob.
i am really excited about the mixcd project. essentially, we compile a mix cd of songs we love/reflect us/etc. then we make ten (more or less) with customizations-- artwork/liner notes/ whatever. then we exchange them with ten people who do the same with the same people we do. that way we get nine new cds and give other people a chance to get to know us & get new music. i just need more people to do it. right now i have two separate projects going on with this, one for people in somerset, and one for people in whitesburg. im also working on the magpie zine.. its gonna be swell. i love zines.
i love bikes more though. i cant wait to go out riding with sebastian.
lucidwakingintroduced me to the bikepunk co-op in cincinatti. that shit is amazing, and reminds me of old school whitesburg. it also makes me a tad-sad because there's noone around here who'd want something like that. just me :\ actually, i think sebastian would be down for a bikepunk good time.- Mood:ear
- Music:gorilla biscuits - high hopes
- Music:calico jack
- Music:the new amsterdams - the death of us (?)
1. i found 500 dollars under my seat while cleaning out my car. YES
2. my tax return is going to be well over what i anticipated. ICELAND HO!!!
3. shyla may be moving out of Kia's old house, if so, hardwoodfloorsivyvinesandporcelainbathtu
4. wmmt, the radio station i used to guest dj on every now and again (for ska punk and other junk) is the best radio in the world. they're playing an all drew set tomorrow evening at 7 (hopefully-- maybe?) so if you're in whitesburg, harlan, wise, big stone gap, pikeville, van lear, paintsville, prestonsburg, castlewood, lee county, etc etc etc tune in to that shit, and hopefully i can play some old favorites? (it reminds me of the time the ddh played that charles bronson record for a whole half hour.)
5. sebastian is the best baby in the world and he's in his "no" phase where he says no over and over and over again.
i miss whitesburg so bad i cant stand it.
- Location:going to the art showing at brandywine.
- Mood:jovial?
- Music:wmmt 88.1 fm
im sick of the net. good timing, spring.
call me to ride bikes?
- Location:houseplace
- Mood:safrole
- Music:wmmt 88.1 - whitesburg
may ends in boston (washington DC willing). the boys (& girl!!) will be all over the eastern seaboard (or really, the east half of the US) through mid june, til of course, the iron maiden show in ohio (on june 12, right after my birthday..) then its back to touring, from what i understand. june will end (tenatively) in san francisco, and i dont even know about july yet. i turned down bonaroo cause wasting 300 clams to see a bunch of dipshits run around on shrooms just isn't a good time. i dont know man. life is way too fast.
i gotta get this friggin chestpiece finished.
- Music:the get up kids
spring my ass.
its 23 degrees. i have dutch tulips in three different colors out in the yard, and i know they like cold weather, but i'm worried the intense cold will eat them. they survived the snow okay. they've not developed a bloom yet anyway, and i expect they wont until mid april. i just hope they bloom period. i got three stargazer lily bulbs to put in pots (so i can take them with me on the off chance i find a suitable new house), and i cannot wait for them to bloom. the smell they give off is just amazing. very rarely do the floral shops around here have these bouquets for sale. This year, i had my pink phalaenopsis orchid bloom already. it was eager, and healthy and beautiful. I'm impressed with myself! my paphiopedilum delenatii is going to bloom soon, it has not one, but two stems springing from it! sadly, the more exotic brassidium with leopard spots doesnt seem to be growing a stem. but maybe later! it has a different root texture and grows in "lava rock" with a more exposed root (its harder to retain water than the ones in moss). i also have some minature roses and a plumeria plant chad bought for me. i have a harder time keeping these things healthy than i do the orchids, oddly enough.
i used to have a giant pink hibiscus. well, i still do, but it has not flowered in years :(. also in the past friends category is a plant named "JIM". it was a queen of the night and had these huge blooms the bloomed in the middle of the night. my mom killed it, as she does most things (the plant, my pet holland lop Schmiddy, my drive and soul).
i hope this year i get to have tons and tons of flowers at my new house (yeah... sure.) and maybe some time to meditate amongst them, or at least stop and enjoy them a while.
- Mood:floral
- Music:bjork
i dont know what to look for in a bike. i want it either black, or robin's egg blue, and able to ride on not only the hilly roads here, but on trails. hmmm.
- Mood:muscadine wine
- Music:the arcade fire - laika!
the best thing i can equate my life to right now is that beautiful melancholy song you put in your cd player that plays for :09 before it starts skipping, no matter how much you clean it.
still looking for teal nail polish & a turquoise ring.
- Location:ghost world
- Mood:1995
- Music:the smashing pumpkins
I have a running list i keep in my cellphone (cause im never home obviously, amongst tons of other lists) of things that i don't like. its not that i hate them, or that they just make me cringe, but i do find that these things bother me alot. I wouldn't call them pet peeves either, though I purposefully stay away from them and they vary from me being uncomfortable in the same room as them, and them driving me batshit crazy.
without further ado;
impractical crafts
barbeque sauce
ketchup
destiny's child
hummers
ugg boots
pot smoke
white noise
vibrado (while singing)
bluetooth headsets; "hey, look at me, im an asshole", especially at dinner
my mother,
men who act like women are children, and are therefore idiots
silk pajamas
tequila
i can think of 1000 more eventually. i really dont like these things.
without further ado;
impractical crafts
barbeque sauce
ketchup
destiny's child
hummers
ugg boots
pot smoke
white noise
vibrado (while singing)
bluetooth headsets; "hey, look at me, im an asshole", especially at dinner
my mother,
men who act like women are children, and are therefore idiots
silk pajamas
tequila
i can think of 1000 more eventually. i really dont like these things.
that said, i love it when people write poetry. love it.
lately, i've been digging southwest colors. you know. the purples, teals, & oranges. i'm not really sure why, but they tend to match my mood.
I got to lay in a field the other day, without freezing to death. spring is here, and that makes drew very very :). its time for bike riding, picnics with red wine, and best of all, FLOWERS & VEGETABLE TIME!
- Mood:teal
- Music:reggie and the full effect - love reality
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